y0ur love is like a razorblade kiss

im at scchooool!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-05T17:15:48Z

well i realize i haven't updated this thing in a little while...
im in 7th period right now at school. its my lunch period but i don't really feel like doing anything.. i already ate.. theres no good games..
so im updating this.

well my life is like this now..

i live with my best friend. jen. but only for 10 days while my dad ventures off to china again. its been fun. this weekend is about to be the shit thoe because we have 4 days off of school..
tonite im going to fear at frontier with jen aleia amanda danielle sam jj marc belke aaron and chris. its gonna be fun.. and scary as helll..

other than that .. i miss my neice =( gabriella. we got so close. i dont have any connection to any other baby or kid. i hate kids.. but i love gabbi so much..
yeah so my neck ring hurts
[ yeah i got my neck pierced i dont think ive said that on here ]

well i have to go to global. ill update more later? maybe

in Floridaaa ♥

2006-07-04T01:40:37Z

haha wow.
well i just got to FL
with jen ♥
uhmm .. i have my lip pierced now.
i dont talk to any guys ..
and thats about it for now lol

♥ it's been a while

2006-03-31T16:34:03Z

okay its been madd long.. im in school rite now & me and ricky deff dont talk like taht at all anymore . i dnt chill with jimi anymore . me and marc were dating and we broke up and me and him sorta dont talk anymore .. i have sum1 new but i aint saying on here lol. i went to FL over Feb break n got my tongue pierced. my bday was 2 days ago and i got a cell & mp3 player. hmm .. this weekend is gna be good haha but i g2g ill update more later

♥ i havent updated in 2 fukkin months!

..idk

2006-01-27T17:01:27Z

got trashed last night. what else is new.

♥ .. i miss how things were

broken_xxtears @ 2006-01-12T20:24:00

2006-01-13T01:29:51Z

wow i havent done this thingy in FoReVeR..
so my life is shitty now that ricky is talking to a new girl..
and me and Jimi don't talk to eachother anymore..
but marc and me are close again- thats a good thing
and see theres these girls.. megan jen and aleia who i fucking love
and yeah see we like to drink.. alot
& we dont remember much tha next day
and what we do actually remember.. we wish we had forgot =X
lol .. well melissa was just here =]
im gonna go..

xoxo _ him ♥

alyb0o

p.s.
i found a cute guy..
but theres one problem..
cute guys always have girlfriends >.

broken_xxtears @ 2006-01-03T19:26:00

2006-01-04T00:27:44Z

i havent updated in madd long
i hate my life
i ♥ jimi.
ugh grr rar. ehh bleh!. =[

........ goodbye to you

christmas

2005-12-25T19:02:44Z

merry freakin christmas ♥

w0w its been a while!

2005-12-19T11:39:34Z

well its been a long ass time since i updated.. so im gonna fill you in on whats happened.. 2 weeks ago i tried to fight brittany rotella and she told on me crystal and jen .. and yeah the counselor and principal got involved and Ms.Dasta sed she called the cops.. whatever.. ill get her one day .. disgusting little fucking whore .. ughh.. s0o yeah and she told ricky a whole bunch of shit that whuznt true .. slut ..! >.< ughh! anyways .. me and ricky got back together .. we're still together & we're happy =] .. christmas is in 6 days and i still havent bought ricky anything =X ..! my badd. but ik what im getting him .. i love him s0o much . . he was supposed to come to Florida with me for February break but he can't now! and yeah i found out Erica Tina and Jimi are all gonna be in the same town as me for Feb. break! thats kinda crazyy .. o0h shiit! lol.. and richard moved there and on spring break kory and alex are gonna be there! yEaHhH! everybody g0es to boynton beach - i didnt even know that .. shiettt. . .s0o anyways .. uhh me and ricky went shopping and he got me xmas presents i cant get em til xmas thoe =[ .. and my dad kinda left my presents out -- RETARD ! lol so i know 2 things that i g0t .. and .. i found my hat that my sister has to go get ! i love it ♥ .. yeah jimi came 0ver 2 days inna row.. hes a funny kid .. yesterday was me & rickys 2 months & i didnt even get to see him >=O rar! lol .. okay well i have to go to school..

gay

2005-12-03T20:37:03Z

omg i got in trouble last night and my dad made me break up w/ ricky. wtf! im sooo mad // sad. and yah tha only person i can chill with is Jen. so im going out w/ her and other people tonight. i miss Ricky.. omg brittany rotella is gettin jumped..

Gayy..

2005-11-26T20:14:47Z

hMm s0o me and ricky arent going out anymore b/c of gates chili'z biggest slut.
Brittany Rotella. she lovez everysecond of ruining people'z relationships =[ ...
wadever. so yeah this was a long weekend cuz of thanksgiving. Wednesday night i went to melissa'z
to help her get ready for pulse - but she didn't go. so yeah KYLE teddy and Jen stopped by. i didnt
even know kyle was home! omfg i FLIPPED OUT when i saw him .. omg omg omg <3 .. i wanna see him again
before he leaves. i missed him SO FUCKING MUCH. . so yeah then i found some shit out about
brittany and ricky so i went to his house and broke up w/ him. whore whore whore .. liars liars liars.
ugh. so yeah then i slept @ melissa'z house and drank a lil bit. then the next day was thanksgiving
so i had to go 2 my sister lisa's house and eat MADD f0od ♥ .. and i got to see my
neice and nephew <3 but they were way to fucking hyper lol. then i went to jens house and we went to
dan & lil chris's with lil mi k to the eller ( jimi) . but shit there got kinna crazy after the alcohol came out so we left. we went
to dan $'s house w/ lalkov, adam, dan, dave, vonnie, and loan. * s0o yeah then @ 8am i went to the mall w/ jen ricky and jimi.
i got new pants .. yay . then on the way back to ricky'z house someone fuckin hit rickys mom'z car! yeah. but there was no dents er anything s0o yeah. my neck fuckin killz. then @ his house we all chilled til he hadda g2 werk. then jimi & jen came over and jimi left at lyke 3:30 n walked to piatza;s fer werk. jen left @ 4. then i went to sleep til 7:30 and got ready and went to piatzas w/ ricky.
then we went back to his house to watch Mickey Blue Eyes. ♥ i love that movie!. then i came home @ 11:30 . and now 2day ricky stopped over around 1:30 and gave me a pack of ciggs. then he went 2 werk .. when he gets out were chillen ♥ . we're tryina work shit out but .. idk. :-/ sluts ruin things.. but ik it takes 2 ppl to kiss. whatever. >.< . yeahh

s0o theres this boy...

x0o.

new computer

2005-11-20T08:52:44Z

okay well some shit happened at school - long story short - im grounded this weekend. gay. wow. ugh. pissed - yeahh. i took back a promise i made to alot of people . no one knows that though . and my dad bought a computer. im probably gonna go to a My chem concert next week :) and im prolly g0nna get a new cellphone hopefully! ahh yay. well its almost 4 AM so im out. x0ox i love my babyboy ricky

nothing..

2005-11-10T21:53:32Z

k havent updated in FoReVer * wow this long weekend iz gonna be the shit ♥ ... k well now im waiting fer BeLkE'sz ass t0 get here... then w/ britt && jen fer a long weird// good night? proLLy..

xo0x ** aLybOosz

1st day in Ny.

2005-11-03T15:26:19Z

k i got here yesterday. that drive felt like it took forever && ever && ever. yay i get to see my baby today! and hopefully jen <3 :) i miss her ... so yeah i smoked ciggarettes in front of my dad.. wow! :-X.. never thought i would !lol .. my dads screaming about something .he always is. anyways, i g0tta go .

x0x * aLyBoO

POWERR!

2005-10-31T00:30:35Z

yes * i just g0t p0wer back.. damn hurricanes! it was CrAzY .. 1 week . no power . SUCKS .. computer * phone * tv <3 ya i love technology.

i hate everybody

love * aLeXy ♥

♥ im in luh luhh love

2005-10-24T02:52:03Z

HmMm . haven`t been updating regularly. s0o yeah - im deff moving back to NY in 10-15 dayz! w0w .. never saw that coming . i luh luhh love ricky thomas zaccaglino. hehe ♥ .. yeh im happy because me and jen are both happy which iz good! yay! well i g0tta go talk to my baby now *

- * 10/18 baby * -

xOox . aLyBoO

yay =D

2005-10-21T03:08:43Z

yes. k im moving back in december ! maybe even sooner ♥ .. but my sister & mother are sad.. :-/ .. i feel REALLY bad but idk what to do .. i cant always make everyone else happy.. you kn0w ?. me and ricky are going out as of October 18th .. and that was my sisters 18th bday. yes i am SO happy ah.. im on the phone with him now.. so im gonna go!

ahh jen everythings gonna be how it used 2 be<3 yAk..

x O o x i love you rickyyy...

ahh

2005-10-16T14:40:31Z

k so i leave NY tomarrow :( .. well lets see how this trip went . wednesday i got into NY an hour late from delays. i went to my uncle mikes w/ my bro and dad and i chilled wid ricky fer a half hour . i met his brother brandon and sed heyyy to eric. melissa and brandon were going out .... and then on thursday ricky skipped school and my brother picked him up @ like 10 to 9. ♥ yay. we went to my aunt sue's and chilled with rich nick and aunt sue. i saw vanessa and colin and madison! :) .. then rich told me to call him up later to chill wid him and trish. i never called cuz shit happened but yeh .. then me ricky and my dad went to my grammas grave -- SAD :(. then we drove by the old house ... that was also a sad ass moment. then he showed us nancy's old place. hmm - its gonna be hard but hes got great plans fer it. anyways .. we dropped ricky off at around 4 and i went to melissa's. then i got kidnapped from her house by my sister for an hour - that was weird cuz jen was in the trunk - but yehh.. i chilled out fer an hour w/ my dad. then me and jen went back and had to jump outta my sisters moving car into ricky's car cuz yeh-it didnt really have any gas lmfao.. then me jen melissa and ricky eric and brandon allwent to friendlys.. ahh jen made me PUKE ..... in the bathroom.. nastiness.then ricky joqqed erics weed and gave it to me - lmfaoo.. that shits GONEEEEE. k so then i slept @ lissa's from midnight til 4am lol yeah lots and lots of sleep. we got up and got ready and shit ... then paul got us and cey n markie n jess and we went to gchs. well i could only stay til 7:25.. but ricky walked me to the doors and shit and kissed me =). hes amazing.. then i went to the MS .. til lyke 9:30 .. talked to my old teachers =) Mr.salton and me talked fer like an HOUR .. he was lecturing mee lmfao .. he sed i shud only date guys 1 year older than me. hes MARRIED * !! i was the 1st person to know when he was engaged. now hes married im s0o happy fer him.. s0o yeh all that shit .. then i went to jennas house cuz she called around 10:30 .. and we took about half that weed but it smelled like dirt .. it was fuckin grosssssss. ew. k s0o then i get to jens a lil after 3 .. i hadda git my shit from lissa's and wen i got there she was crying. paul made her walk home and brandon broke up with her ... then she cried cuuz i was leaving. i cried too th0e .. it was sad .. i luhv her shes just annoying but she knows it LoL. k so then i get to jens and we b0th drink a smirnoff and igit tipsy .. we put it in hot chocolate cups w/ covers cuz we brought them to her GRAMMAS .. and her g-ma asked wat we were drinking .. jens like HoT cHoCoLaTe .. lol .. i got a lil tipsy.. then we go to wegmans to see her grandpa - and jen was broke and he always gives her money.. and shes like i have no money wat am i gonna do ((hinting to him)) and he didnt say anyhting .. then i go "im gonna go buy some mozzarella sticks" and he pulls out money and is like here! dnt use ur money.. lol i was like I LOVE YOU GRANDPA.. hes SO nice to me ..so is grandma lol. shes crazyyy.. but yeh then we go see stoof and theres some guy in there and i took his picture cuz he was funny and none of us even knew him .. but his name is kevin hehe. he told me to live it up if ive only got 5 dayz here.. he was atleast 30.. s0o yehh hes cool lol. k so me and jen go back and get ready . and we eat dinner that her parents made especially for me ♥ ! =) it was good. then ricky picked us up.. and we went and chilled w/ the jensen crew.. and yeh it was me, jen, dicky g, ricky, lalkov, jake((Who got LAID!! wootwoot)), marc, adam, megan, sam, aleia, crazyhair (spence).. dave!!!!!!!!!!<3<3<3.. eventually dan , matt, stina.. sloan.. thats gotta be it i guess........ but i was trashed wen ppl were showing up so i really dont know...... lol . i had a water bottle full of amaratto... shit was g0oddd<3 and every1 else smoked weed.. then everyone hit up nial's fer a lil house party til his parents showed up and he wasnt even there! .. but i smoked a lil and again felt like puking .. so me and jen and ricky at like 1 go back to rickys house .. and i felt SO sick i cudnt even say bye to anyone i just pretty much stumbled outta tha car and like passed out. s0o yeh. me and ricky uhmm.. uk ;-). haha then saturday we all got up eventaully lol and walked to mcdonalds .. and i called my dad and told him to come get us ..we all went to jenna and meg's family bday party.. we hadda bring ricky home by 5:30 cuz he hadda work @ 6. then at around 10:30 me jen stoof chris nick jenna n matt all went 2 starbucks. but it was CLOSED so next door was a tim hortons ♥ .. so yeah i got a small french vanilla cappucino .. that was gOoOd. then i got dropped off @ rickys and slept there .. iwas SO tired lol i hadda get up @ 8:30 and meaghan came and got me. but i missed him so much i called him crying 10 minutes later so hes on his way here. lol yehh.. so thats everything thats happened up until now. i had the time of my life and i wouldnt have changed anything - well i wish i hadnt smoked AND drank cuz thats waht fucked me over. lol but yeahh * i prolly wont update til im back in the 561 :-/.. i wanna be anywhere but there.=(.. well 2day at like 4 me and my sister are going to the movies :) .. then lisa makenzie austin dave shan and jenna ((maybe rachel?) are coming over for dinner! =)..then i godda bring jennas shit bak 2 her and git my pants from lissa's house ..... k s0o yeah ill update 2maroo :(.. wen im in FL .. tears.. fucking southerners >:-0. hehe

♥ || aLyBoO *

babes .. uk.. i heart you.

yeupp :)

2005-10-15T20:40:18Z

YESSSSS IN NY FINALLY WOOHOO .. k ive been here since wednesday... yes i wanna fucking move back.. yeah im @ jenna and meaghans partyyy with jennifer ♥ && Ricky ♥ s0o im gonna go ....

nigga im from new york <3

w0ahhh last night was crazyyyyyyyyy

♥ aLyBo0o0o0o

ehh.

2005-10-09T21:29:35Z

okay. so im bored and im writing another entry. today was SO fun. haha not. i woke up, called melissa and woke her lazy ass up. then ricky called :) .. hes amazing!. then i called melissa back. then we called melissa on 3way! hehe. then my phone just died... wow i never realized that when your bored you smoke like 157847815647 ciggz! wow. i went through a pack and a half in 5 hours. can you say CANCER. jeeze.. i really really should quit. but not any time soon! my moms about to go to the store to get me my 5 packs of newports. wow she deff Just walked in my room. shes fucking drunk. id rather die than talk to her but w/e. so i guess im going to the store w/ her. ricky's going to pulse w/ brandon and Melissa. but we have boundaries and i trust him to respect those boundaries ♥ .... well yeah i have to go to the store. 0okay.. mcr concert iz tomaroow. im going at 4. woohoo....

xo0x aLyBoO ..

a lil confused.

bOrEd.<3

2005-10-09T15:48:13Z

0okay. i just woke up ! haha . yeah i have kindof a lot of homework to do today but thats okay. im gonna have to take like 100000 sleeping pills tonight cause the MCR concert is 2maro so ill never be able to fall asleep! haha. well ricky sed he gets out of work at 11:15 but its 11:45 and i havent heard from him yet :(. well i`m gonna go smoke a cigg er sumthing.

♥ | aLy

AhHhH!

2005-10-07T23:36:31Z

omg okay new york is like RIGHT AROUND THE EFFING CORNER.. i only got to get through one more week.

* MCR is on monday and its friday so YOU KNOW IM EXCITED LIKE WoAhH.. but amanda told me they might not play the ghost of you.. s0o no orgasms on stage .. fucking shit! lol okayy monday that bitch in cosmo iz gonna get torn up if she says one thing to me cuz she aint about to ruin my good day :) haha im an evil bitch and ilove it..

i luhhh y0u babbiez♥

yeah yeah

2005-10-07T02:44:39Z

0kay i haven't been updating. today i slept for 5 hours.. and when i woke up i found out my mom talked to ricky. thats sad. lol but i hope it wasn't a bad conversation and i hope he doesn't think my family is weird. my family decided they all love him ♥ .. they haven't even met him in person yet and they like him already -- Hes good with parents. lol. My Chemical Romance concert is on monday! and its thursday night. im gonna try to stay home from school tomarrow. i doubt it will happen but hey its worth a try. i've missed madd days already, i will prolly get kicked out. i almost fought that bitch today. what a slut. she's so ugly. i have dreams when im sleeping abbout kicking her ass. I moved to Florida thinking alright i get a new start right. all that old drama i left back at gates -buht oh god damnit was i wrong. Drama FINDS YOUR ASS NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO. it's getting annoying cause i ain't bout to get kicked out of school . and i know people are gonna talk shit and say im a pussy but guess what i dont give a shit because im smarter than that shit but in april her ass is dead .. Me and jen jump her and ricky gets a free girl fight show:).. haha i luhh ricky ! .. just counting down the days til i see him and jen and my family and everyone <3!.. im bored so im gonna go talk to everyone online...

xo0x || aLyBoO

princess ♥

gay ass weekend

2005-10-02T22:02:55Z

okay so this weekend was fucking gay. i didnt do anything but o0o well ah i can't even go to sleep at night im so excited about going to NY!♥ .. ugh i hate it here. ik i wouldnt have sat on my ass all weekend if i was there! .. yeah i finally remembered my password to my cellphone voicemail. jeeze took me long enough! .. yeah bitchez these fucking dayz .. gunna rip that bitchez hair out one of these dayz .. ewwwww .. ugh its pooring! well imgonna go

i ♥ you

- bOredEd

2005-10-02T01:20:25Z

yeah im on the phone with melissa. ♥ he was soo sweet today *ah! 14 more dayz im so excited too chill w/ my jenaliciouz♥ :)i luhv her..*
hMm only 10 more dayz til McR cOnCeRt woohoo. well im gonna go smoke another cigarrette <3* .. i luhh y0u *

x o 0 x » your my babyboo « x 0 o x

broken_xxtears @ 2005-09-30T16:59:00

2005-09-30T21:02:14Z

BOREEEEEED - this entry sucks :) .. people are a WASTE OF TIMEEEEEEEEEE

xoxo suck a cock and choke on it